05:15am and I can’t sleep. Instead I have turned into the hungry hungry caterpillar.

I have eaten

2 bagels

A babybel

A bag of popcorn

2 packets of french fries

Some vegan chocolate cake

Some chocolate smarties

Told Hugo to stay in his cage if he didn’t fancy being eaten…

And I just remembered I went out for dinner and had steak and salad – well least it wasn’t chips. And there are worst things I could be doing instead of eating.

Today I have to go and say goodbye to my support worker Laura from WRASAC. She’s not going to be replaced and as my case isn’t going to court I’m not really entitled to a support worker from there anyway, but I will get some counselling, eventually. I’m going to miss Laura a lot. She’s been there for me above and beyond her job especially when I called her when I was in ITU last year and hysterically told her I was being kidnapped. It’s a sad day for me. I hope I can get through our coffee morning without crying!